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GOING . . . TO ANOTHER ACCOUNT.

Mon Jul 27, 2009, 4:14 PM

you can stop watching this account. :>

go and watch this account instead:

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Mood: Happy
Listening to: The Saltwater Room - Owl City
Playing: iAntiVirus

30 songs --

Sun Jul 26, 2009, 9:42 AM

_{/STEALS FROM KITA

Step 1: Put your music player on random.
Step 2: Post the first line (or so, some are hard) from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what SONG AND ARTIST the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!)
Step 5: After doing the 1st thru 30th, listen to one more random song and post it as your title.

1. Never understood how she could mean so little to so many. Why does she mean everything to me?
2. I`m alone, above the atmosphere. And no one looking up can find me here.
3. Affection, the gifted architect, is making a draft and beautiful design.
4. I'm creeping my way out so you can see me. I'm crawling my way around a thousand cities.
5. Summer has come and passed. The innocent can never last.
6. My Silky Love, all the while, for 24 hours. My Silky Love, every time when I think of you. / My Silky Love nijuuyo jikan zutto. My Silky Love KIMI no koto omou tabi [LOL OBVIOUS]
7. Going back to the corner where I first saw you. Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, not gonna move.
8. I could've found a better way. You know I never should have stayed. I could've said the things I believed were wrong.
9. You're not alone. Together we stand. I'll be by your side. You know I'll take your hand.
10. You said this could only get better. There`s no rush since we have each other. You said this would last forever, but now I doubt if I was your only lover.
11. Let me hold you for the last time. It`s the last chance to feel again. But you broke me, now I can`t feel anything.
12. Black Rock Shooter, Where did you go? [LOL OBVIOUS]
13.You say you're getting closer to that chance of suicide. Tearing at your throat you won't let it die. Left me here for all these days and ripped apart my pride.
14. A purple butterfly on your right shoulder. We kissed in the corner of the room. I learned what it`s like to have a heartrending feeling.
15. Breathe and I`ll carry you away in to the velvet sky.
16. When I am fast asleep, I dream and see you floating high above me.
17. I`m not a perfect person. There`s many things I wish I didn`t do. But I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you.
18. I pray You’ll be our eyes and watch us where we go. And help us to be wise in times when we don’t know.
19. This is a world of dreams and reverie. Where I felt the stars explode around me.
20. Dear Vienna. I regarded the world as such a sad sight, until I viewed in black and white. [EASYYY]
21. Together we Cry. [x2] Jenny was a poor girl, living in a rich world. Named her baby Hope when she was just fourteen.
22. When ever I think of you, my heart always goes THUMP THUMP. / KIMI wo miteru to itsumo HAATO DOKIDOKI
23. Hello Seattle, I am a mountaineer. In the hills and highlands. [EASY.]
24. Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you, and everything you do. Yeah, they were all yellow.
25. I'm on the verge of a break down. I'm on the brink of an epic meltdown. I'm on the way to a flat-line. [oh, oh yeah.]
26. You gotta go and find yourself. You say that you`re becoming someone else. Don`t recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you.
27. I stood up and took a breath and threw open the bay doors. Below the clouds I saw the coast and beautiful Hawaii.
28. I can't believe I believed everything we had would last. So young and naive for me to think she was from your past.
29. What's wrong with the world, mama? People livin' like they ain't got no mamas. I think the whole world addicted to the drama. Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma.
30. Your profile. Dreaming peacefully. These tears falling on my cheek without me even realizing. / Suya-suya yume wo miteru. Kimi no yoko-gao. Kizuka-zu koboreta namida hohowo tsutau.}

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Mood: Happy
Listening to: Captains and Cruise Ships - Owl City
Playing: iAntiVirus

hiatus? -- &&;; future plans

Sat Jul 18, 2009, 10:24 AM

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lyrics of the day

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can't face me in the light
They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust

[ Unbreakable - Fireflight ]

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yeah. that`s right.

starting august 24, i`m going on hiatus from dA.

no more journals, no more art submissions, no more anything.

i`ve become too addicted to this place and it`s stopping me from doing my work in school. ;;

so..sorry folks.

but all hope is not lost.
i will be active during breaks and such.
[thanksgiving break, winter break]

i have to make sure i pass this first semester so i can stay in vegas. otherwise, i`ll be sent away.

so, after winter break...i`ll be waaaay more active i swear. RIGHT AFTER REPORT CARDS. |D

btw. in the future, this is going to be happening A LOT MORE.

i will be on msn though...just not as much. ;;

i`ll miss you all.
take care guys.

-- yanna

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Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Unbreakable - Fireflight
Playing: iAntiVirus

let`s see how well you know me. --

Wed Jul 15, 2009, 10:37 AM

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have you met my kita?

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lyrics of the day

Finally, it is hurting me to sing
I wasn't like this before

I'm alone. I cannot move. I am hounded down
When I wish for a miracle

Every time I remember the face that I've been seeing
My memories are falling into pieces

I know that it's killing and breaking my heart to none
And the end is coming soon

All what we were keeping was
What we saw in the flicker this future world
All the lying is showing us and disappearing
If I can use a song to tell you everything I want to say
It's a compressed song for the time for me to say good-bye

[ The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku - Hatsune Miku ]

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I love doing this. it`s so much fun. :>
[they`re all the same link]

You guys should do it too.
post the link here so I can see how well I know you. |D

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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d

{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
=uiri
Zac for Cream
~Zwhoa
Helena for Yanna
=Marazaki
Marazaki for Cream
~TwiiTrance
Corrine for Mikura

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Mood: Bliss
Listening to: Misoji Misaki - Hiromi Konno
Playing: iAntiVirus

spiritual breakthrough -- &&;; messages to

Sat Jul 11, 2009, 6:12 PM

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have you met my kita?

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lyrics of the day

We stand at the edge of something
Will we ever know what it is
Hold on 'cause the wind is rising
And we can't get away from it

We're in shock from the failed emotion
No cause in a shadow land
We sing while the city's burning
No room, no escape, no plan
We all never thought it would end this way

And we need a hero
To save us from ourselves
We need a hero
To save us from ourselves

[ Hero - Jar of Clay ]

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I don`t really know what it is.
but I feel changed inside somehow.

Maybe it`s the fact that I`m beginning to delve deeper into my Christian faith and realize who I exactly am....

No matter what though. I feel spiritually changed.
I`m so much more free and happy now.
I`ve joined in with Kita to get rid of a horrible addiction. I`m determined to break free of it.
Which means...sorry Kuri. Leo can`t be with Lambda anymore.
Message me on msn and I`ll explain the details more thoroughly.

And so...after getting all that out of my system...Time for messages to dear online friends of mine. :>

Kita dear. You`re the best friend I`ve ever had. I really cherish the conversations we have together and I`m glad I can talk to you about anything. You`re really like a sister to me. You always encourage me whenever I`m feeling down and I can`t take enough time in the world to tell you about how wonderful you are. So let`s cut it a bit short. I really enjoy your company and I can`t wait till we can finally meet [whenever that is]. I love you, Kita. <3

I ALREADY SAID IT TO YOU ON SKYPE BUT W/E.
thank you.
you know...during the whole time i spent with you...i really....changed. i`ve been able to like myself the way i am. and....i`ve become much more mature. i don`t mean to be like really sappy or anything. but i`m really glad i fell in love with you. [LOL I`M NOT SAYING THOSE FEELINGS ARE STILL THERE OR ANYTHING SO DON`T GET ANY IDEAS]
i`ve become a much, much better person after our last....confrontation. so....really. i honestly thank you. from the bottom of my heart. thanks...kyoushirou.

scarrface. ohhhh i love talking to you. you`re such an awesome listener and you give such good advice. We have EPIC conversations when we talk and....LOL WE BARELY TALK NOW HUH?
/SKITTERS TO MSN

phie. <333 Oh you`re such a good friend, dear. aha, I think you`re one of the few male friends I have actually. Though you`re not too good at figuring out my hidden motives. [HUHUHU] I really love how much of a caring friend you are.
JUST DON`T MAKE ME WORRY LIKE I DID WHEN THE FLOOD HIT.
ilu phie. [LOL NOT IN THAT WAY.] <3

RAZERFACE. ; u; what can I say? I have a bunch of fun when I talk to you. You`re so random and awesome and...and..........YOU HAVE A HORRIBLE TIME ZONE. FFFFFFF WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS ON WHEN I`M OFF?!? ; AAA;
but srsly. Az, i love you man..well....woman. :'D

oh kuriboh. don`t even get me started. lol I feel like we`ve been friends forever. it`s so wonderful to have you around. and I can`t even explain the awesome fail of our convos. xD
PANCAKES AND MOUNTAIN DEW. <4

MORE COMING IN LATER JOURNALS.

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to do list:

= planning
= sketched
= linearted
= cg`d

{ art trades ! --- } ;; closed
=frzdragon ( AHAHAHAHAH REDOING MY HALF. )
Az for Yanna
=mocha-muu
Deji for Yanna
~scarr-suu
twins [forgotthenames] for Yanna & Kuri
=Kuriru [ I`M REDOING MY HALF CAUSE I HATE IT. OTL ]
Psi for Leopard
~Kita-kii
Breezy for Mikura
=uiri
Zac for Cream
~Zwhoa
Helena for Yanna
=Marazaki
Marazaki for Cream
~TwiiTrance
Corrine for Mikura

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